I feel that this year so far is the gamble that hasn't paid off after being ripped apart after the presentation i know now that the work wasn't good enough but least i did some thats more that can be said about others but i think anyone who attended the class on monday heard my opinions as i was not quiet about them at all.

The key question i suppose is what do i do from here do i look at what I've done draw a line in the sand cut my losses and start afresh as i now feel a good grade has flown out of the window or do i embrace the fear, hate and anger from monday and turn to the dark side and just see what i get at the end of the year.

Its going to be a tough few days